dwindlings of my sanity

What the hell is love?
who really knows what it is?
Fuck who has actually ever experienced it?
For those who think they have they probably haven't even come close because nowadays everything is based on looks and sexual appeal. Those that think they have have just settled for the best "easiest" be it all meanings of the term and also the safest. i mean safest because these people tried to find the quickest and easiest person that was a safe bet that wouldn't leave them
I bet that if you gave them the time they wouldn't be able to say anything in defense or if you asked them what love meant to them that they would have the one cheesy line saying
"its indescribable" anyone who can actually give me a good explanation of why they love someone please be my guest but i find it hard to believe anyone out here reading any of this would be interested enough to read this and respond but then again I'm pretty sure none of you will read anyways because your to busy off chasing a dream girl/boy that doesn't exist with the perfect image to you
and i mean when you think about them your first thought of someone thinking about a perfect person was them thinking about their dream person physically nothing else really

you fucking pigs get your goddamn mind out of the wading pool you shallow fucks
that's all it is nowadays
why do you think divorce is so common?
not that i hold tight to the religious act of marriage because religion is a different matter i will get into next time
but this goes back to how all of you gather around in your social cliques or circles talking about this kind of thing , girls i hear are pretty fond of the notebook and for some reason they go wild over it
it seems like a pretty lame movie to me
i mean did any of the ideals besides falsified love through Hollywood multimedia brainwashing get through to you?
i didn't think so
and guys? shit well i shouldn't even fucking start
its not even a movie less than a goddamn porno they base their girls off of
people are in it for the immediate gratification
so girls that give up
my advice is to stop and wait for marriage or whatever you think is a lifelong partner because half these guys out here are very good at the waiting game because of the brief trend of being a good girl came around
and i don't know how that even came about now its kinda
civility in public and freak in private
but still socially acceptable which to me is pretty sad that they cant help themselves because they don't want to be noticed by one person but everyone
same with guys which is sad to me no one has any respect for themselves
they just whore themselves out nowadays with trendy clothes to attract attention from the opposite sex
and game? what the fuck is game? why the fuck has it been so irreverently dismayed to being called game ?

its become completely falsified nowadays ,finding someone is completely falsified due to the fact that no one is truly trying to find anyone
all they want to due is throw a few nice words together albeit small short remedial words but a string of nice words none the less to get a few kicks
and even worse is when someone tries to get a bf/gf to attract attention from other guys/girls how pathetic is that shit?
all in all if your a true romantic and you are hoping for something good to come your way
fuck it theres very few of you and remember your scattered across the world
your more likely to come across someone with a cocktail personality who changes their personality to fit you
and if your good with that then fine all the more luck to you but that's a still slim to none chance