damninique

Don't let your mind get to you.
You think things are going horrible for you, well guess what?
They just might be.
That's life, that's what you chose when you decided to become a free individual,
take your decision and outcomes as a gift from your past self. It's what you wanted you wanted to be your own person. Don't betray yourself by going back to a safe routine force your way through things until you change things to how you like it.
Everyone has homesickness, sickness of where they're at, but it takes work and time to overcome all of it because your the one who makes your home.
You are the only one who can make a safe and comfortable place for yourself when you've left your old safety.
you can only depend on yourself.
no one can make things better
they only make things familiar.
It's okay to feel nostalgic and miss things but the instant you succumb to your fears is the time when you are going to become truly unhappy with yourself.
Everyone criticizes themselves, we're human after all
but that stage of the thinking you have right now is a human characteristic to strengthen yourself, don't be one to let your resolve for something better weaken so easily you are stronger than that, at least that's what i have been led to believe.
After all is said and done, and the door closes behind you at night you have yourself
you have to be happy with your decisions and actions, basically you have to be happy with the person your becoming.
It was never going to be easy or all fun and games
its a struggle that you have to come out on top of
and you may have people that help and support you but they cant do anything for you that you couldn't do yourself
your stronger than you think
so don't be so easily defeated by your worst enemy, yourself
ill believe in you even if you don't

its just my nature :]




"This fall I think you're riding for - it's a special kind of fall, a horrible kind. The man falling isn't permitted to feel or hear himself hit bottom. He just keeps falling and falling. The whole arrangement's designed for men who, at some time or other in their lives, were looking for something their own environment couldn't supply them with. Or they thought their own environment couldn't supply them with. So they gave up looking. They gave it up before they ever really even got started."