creep

When matters of semmingly utmost importance dawn upon you, something in the mind clicks to cause you stress. Thoughts become murky and very scattered. Imagine if to you focus was an unattainable goal,clarity only a delusion and joke. Now imagine how these important matters dawn onto you while you have such problems, it would trigger you to become very rash and irritated. Your ebb and flow has been disrupted and now your mental stream has become nothing more than a stagnant pond with children throwing rocks into it theres no more progression or growing in your strength and clarity, but a still splashed about stagnant murky pond. Eventually something will cause the pond to flow water again but while it doesnt and you sit with the most eager anticipation of a break through, your tortured with the wait as more and more piles upon your plate and you try and sift through the mess of your mind and your duties.