Plaything convienence

It's funny how you think you know a person but then like everything over time they change and they aren't what you remembered them as. They once were someone very close but then you look back at them and they are someone you don't even know anymore, all the feelings you had for them have decrease dramatically because the time you took to step back and see them as just another person viod of your feelings towards them no matter how much you felt for them and you realize things that must of been apparent to the naked eye. I'm just glad that things like this are becoming more and more apparent to me as I get ready to leave to San Fran so now I won't feel homesick for the false imageries portrayed. by people that don't really care unless it's convienent for them . It's these people that skewered your perceptions on things growing up and going through life these people aren't really all that bad though they teach you that you really only need to trust yourself rather than what little niceties they throw at you because the second you fall for it is the moment you'll be digging yourself into a hole that your only gonna have yourself to climb out of. So in the end I feel like I can say that I finally see they didn't feel the way I felt about them but they only wanted you around for their convenience then they cast you aside till your of use again. Keep forward man keep forward