Stoned

Our childishness is the only thing retained throughout our lives. When I say childishness Mean the need to explain things and understand.it to yourself and sometimes others, it starts when your small, and to you emotions are just like colors when you were a kid there was green blue red and yellow etc. We didn't notice the shades we just under stood things simply, this ties in to innocence which we don't keep as we pass through life innocence was the unknowing of general things that our society of structures contain, we didn't know of money or bills,Sex, transportation the future, the past. When we learn of the deemed serious issues that our society revovles around it brings more simple subjects into our lives giving us stress over having to worry about things that society takes so seriously and imposes on us. But with it our childishness acts as a function to lessen our stress. This is how rational thinking is started we tell ourselves that things aren't as simple or as pleasant as before we know about societal issues with this , this is how issue and emotional shading ,things have another set of layers or reasons and sub-reasons come about. Being happy was no longer simply happy or not happy, it changes to really estatic to mildly content and all those inbetween. We reason why we feel certain ways because of the pre-existing societal issues like before mentioned. these functions are what posses us to give more "shades" to our feelings and complicates them. then with that we have the function of growing up, profound meaning or higher understanding, enlightenment if you will. with this it seems that emotions are very very differentiated from what current feelings are and idealized feelings are.....