nostalgia

Think back to a time you remember being happy.
Now, does that thought of being happy kind of make you a little bit sad?
It is only because there is something you wish you could do to have that happiness again
friends lost , things cherished, events missed.
The only reason for this feeling is because you don't really know what you have until you lose it.
Don't get confused and irritated with what you have now or else you'll be looking back at yourself like an idiot , truly appreciate things as they are and don't let the trivial matters get to you.
If you cant see why you should stay mad in the future make the incident in the past.
I sometimes wonder if i made the right choice by letting my feelings out?
People move on but still linger in someway on things that give them a reminiscent happiness as to what was instead of what they have and ignore and burden the present.
I am slowly thanking karma for what i have in my lap now, but still dip into the waters of past.