linear disease

Does anyone truly know the answer to life? Not that I can think of. Some philosophers like socrates say the true meaning of life is to achieve a greater sense of good, this good leading up to an ultimate good or virtue that has no reward other than being in it self. As this is correlated it is believed by following philosophers that the ultimate good or virtue is happiness, and to even further that extent they also said that the closest one can understand that is to love not nessecarily for someone of the other sex but love in general is what it is to have achieved your meaning in life. To love is what the meaning of life is to many philosophers, but sadly they have also recorded that they have not fullly attained that in thier lifetime. It is a curious thing as to what love is but no one can really define it simply or linearly, if they can even attempt to explain it at all. We as logical beings decide to use our usual methods of factoring answers by defining what love is not rather than what it is but with such a linear train of thought there is no way to understand or explain what cannot be thought of linearly or logically. For those that think that love is a feeling, I feel that your on the road to discovering what real passion is, but not the basis of love. Even though these two idealogies are within the realm of each other, they Are two different entities altogether. These two concepts and idealogies cannot be mapped to one another by simply making a family tree of connections. If you think that you truly love someone it is not what you think of your family or close ones that is an entirely different entity in itself you cannot grasp what it is truly is until you have experienced it. No feeling or ideas can be simply connected as if they were close In relativity but treat them As completly different idealogies And as strangers to one another because no concept is similar. Similarities were only created to ease the boundries of which which we think it is a tool that let's us smudge the boundaries of what is really there. I cannot define what love is as to I am only human on my part , but we know that the concept of right and wrong are to different ideas altogether. This type of oblique thinking which has become so linear and contradictory to our way of thinking is now accepted as a constant/fact. If we are to treat our ideas in the same way these so called similarities will not be able to beguile us from what is truly in front of us as irrefutable evidence to what we choose to search for or search to define. Remeber when creating and exploring the answers for yourself that not everything is black and white and that every thing is clear cut and easily acceptable because this will only lead to much confusiion later when finding answers. There are many gray areas or undefinable things that we can't simply square off and save ourselves from panic as they aren't truly mention to be understood linearly as we are so commonly and comfortably set to think.

to a brother of spirit

I know your getting caught up on the time which every one is wasting,to get a start on your life your meeting new people, learning new things but don't forget the one thing you had in mind when leaving town, the experience of something new.
I know your having that adventure you wanted for yourself but don't be too closed minded there is more to everything than just your dorm floor or your school campus.
you now have liberating freedom which at times can be hard to deal with but it is a gift really. now that you have these opportunities to go somewhere you haven't been take some people to remember your college years with make the memories yours. even though partying is fun it isn't all that can be done with your school life. take a road trip for the weekend and just camp out somewhere do something that you'll significantly remember apart from the hazy nights of partying. That way you'll always have something to smirk about when your stuck in your dorm doing homework or a mid-term paper.I can't really tell you exactly what it is you should do once in a while to make the best of your opportunity to make fond memories but it should be something that is significantly different from the general memory of your friends it needs to be something unique to you something you would understand why it happened. There are many things that only you would understand when you do them but don't hesitate on them.When you think everyone else will question it and ask you why or not understand you it means your being yourself because no one can fully grasp what goes on in your mind. Since that is the case don't let any woman get to you or guilt trip you on anything.Women like that aren't worth the time of day, I'm not telling you that you need to settle down or anything but sort out exactly what you want, whether it be by trial and error or another way. Also don't let any woman get a hold of your strong heart if she does then your done for she will cast you aside like your a worn out toy, you know who I'm referring to ha. there will be people in your life that really appreciate you and then those that just want you as a toy they can cast aside this applies to everyone male and female. those that just call you or talk to you when they seem like they have nothing better to do are people you want to distance yourself from these people like to have you around for entertainment and they will poison your very core. don't let the people around you corrupt you stay true to yourself no matter what the outcome, if someone questions why, tell them why not? if it makes sense to you then you pursue whatever it is your doing, and don't do it half assed, when they are done that way they will only become a tool to depress you later on when you think of the what could have instead of the tried and done. Things are also easier in theory than in practice but your theories should become your practice that way you know how you work in correspondence to those around you it will help you see and understand things in ways you were blind to before. some insight will make things easier while other are harder but you are the only one who can find balance in what you do

Swimming minds

For some reason when I write I can't bring myself to write just a measly sentence to make a meager attempt to convey my thoughts, but my mind is completely swimming as of now .
there are many things that ones soul truly craves sometimes it's not precisely elaborated
something that ive felt that I want is the experience of going somewhere new and having a complete 180 of your current situation.
people always want to have a new experience that they will carry with themselves a life time even if it means being seperated from those close to you but only that type of experience will open your eyes to those that are really important to you. Sometimes you will be in a current situation where you take way too much for granted and don't even realize it. When you do your going to be hundred of miles away. It will be a good thing though. Your going to realize this too late down the road and the only thing you really can do is to carry your insights with you and enrich your life for the better because after a long run of monotony you need something to give you an experience. Were naturally curious creatures that crave to question and experience things that they don't know.
Do you ever question who your true friends are?To be able to know a person from one contact would Make life alot easier but that's not how things turn out. After time you realize who was and really is your friend some of these people that you chose to hangout with during your highschool years or for some period of time were just people that gave you something to do and in return you always did something exciting with them not to say they weren't your friends but they were childhood friends. the lifelong friends you make will have you realize that you might not have anything in common with them at all or that you guys don't even really do anything together but just talk and lay around because you both know each other enough to know how to relax and not stress over having to do something. they are people that when out of complete isolation they are the people you can get ahold of to do nothing just for the simple fact that you don't feel like being a hermit and you want to kill time with someone all in all theyre different from regular friends, regular friends come and go but the friends as stated are more like family than anything some ties will weaken or strengthen over time but they will always be there even when you grow old and have a family and your own built life . They will be the ones you can reminisce with about when you were younger. Nostalgia is a horrible thing when your alone but that's what your good friends are for . you may even pass up some great friends when your caught up in the now and those friends that are there entertaining you will distract you from really experiencing anything but a quick pleasure of entertainment.