Swimming minds

For some reason when I write I can't bring myself to write just a measly sentence to make a meager attempt to convey my thoughts, but my mind is completely swimming as of now .
there are many things that ones soul truly craves sometimes it's not precisely elaborated
something that ive felt that I want is the experience of going somewhere new and having a complete 180 of your current situation.
people always want to have a new experience that they will carry with themselves a life time even if it means being seperated from those close to you but only that type of experience will open your eyes to those that are really important to you. Sometimes you will be in a current situation where you take way too much for granted and don't even realize it. When you do your going to be hundred of miles away. It will be a good thing though. Your going to realize this too late down the road and the only thing you really can do is to carry your insights with you and enrich your life for the better because after a long run of monotony you need something to give you an experience. Were naturally curious creatures that crave to question and experience things that they don't know.
Do you ever question who your true friends are?To be able to know a person from one contact would Make life alot easier but that's not how things turn out. After time you realize who was and really is your friend some of these people that you chose to hangout with during your highschool years or for some period of time were just people that gave you something to do and in return you always did something exciting with them not to say they weren't your friends but they were childhood friends. the lifelong friends you make will have you realize that you might not have anything in common with them at all or that you guys don't even really do anything together but just talk and lay around because you both know each other enough to know how to relax and not stress over having to do something. they are people that when out of complete isolation they are the people you can get ahold of to do nothing just for the simple fact that you don't feel like being a hermit and you want to kill time with someone all in all theyre different from regular friends, regular friends come and go but the friends as stated are more like family than anything some ties will weaken or strengthen over time but they will always be there even when you grow old and have a family and your own built life . They will be the ones you can reminisce with about when you were younger. Nostalgia is a horrible thing when your alone but that's what your good friends are for . you may even pass up some great friends when your caught up in the now and those friends that are there entertaining you will distract you from really experiencing anything but a quick pleasure of entertainment.